Alex Dobrenko

I know part of the big problem with using a service like this:

a. going on the computer to write means going on the computer means being in a very loud carnival mall full of stuff that makes me forget why the fuck I am here at all. A casino. I forget why I came. And the dopamine hunter part of my brain starts searching for the dopamine. That’s it.

Maybe instead of writing these I can write logs and publish them?

Or maybe I just don’t need to publish everything?

I’m not sure.

Maybe publishing everything is okay? I don’t know!!

what’s interesting, as I write this here, is to see that I have tried this before. In Dec 2023. And clearly it didn’t stick. Maybe that’s fine? Or maybe that means there needs to be a different solution?

Interesting to think about WHY didn’t it work though…like maybe I set the expectations too high? Or the process itself wasn’t streamlined enough? Something to think on as / if I try this again