515am time to start writing again. Need to hand in a version of the new essay today. Stressed. I always get so stressed when writing these fucking essays. Like, it narrows my scope of the world SO much I forget about everything else. Hyperfocus? Idk but its scary. 

628am - after mostly being on ‘sit while wilder falls asleep’ duty and spending my free time working on some abasolutely useless bullshtt, I am now here sitting next to Wilder as he watches tV and still the essay has not begun! 

 idk where this went but I handed this in at around 1230pm!!!

Now, time to dance. 

Actually I didn’t dance I sorta fell apart but who cares